Emotional Pica; Implications of
Latest manifestation: Desire to seal myself in a school locker; look out the air-vent and cry.
Status: UNRESOLVED
Observations on laryngitis
People are initially sympathetic but seem to become creeped out thereafter, either by the dry-throated squawking or the fervent hand gestures. I do sound something like a japanese horror-monster, that I perhaps crawled out of the sink or was shaken loose from an icy prison, due to a nuclear testing mishap.
But it offers a chance to work on my physical comedy. Working in the silent movie days must have been a blast.
Also: I’m very conscious of moments when I desperately want to respond to something in class, usually, it seems, owing to my well tread-over needs to be
a) smarter than others
b) constantly entertaining
Perhaps a vow of silence is in order, at some point; a longer vacation from speaking.
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